Memories

Memories, sweet yet bitter. Even if the people inside change, memories will still stay.

After a long long time has passed, I met you once again.
Our meeting, make me realize that something will remain unchanged even years has passed by.
All the memories we made together, full of smiles and tears are still warm in my memories.

8 years has been passed since the first day we have the feeling, are you still staying until now ?

Meeting you again brings both joy and sadness.

I'm glad to see you are doing fine, also a sadness of feeling sorry.

There's nothing I can said except " I'm sorry " and "Thank you"

For loving me so much, so long, even perhaps in the past i hurt you countless time

When you said "The feeling of being left by the one you love is not easy to forget"

I'm sorry for betraying your feeling. For leaving you when you need me most.

I'm sorry that not able to fight for our relationship more, I'm sorry for giving up too easily.

I'm sorry that the one that will accompany you through and stand by your side is not me.

There's a lot i want to say, but I can't find a word.

If that day, you say "No". will we still be together now ?

6 years of keeping you in my heart as the most important person.

That day, is never easy for both of us.

That countless nights i spend crying thinking that you no longer mine, thinking that i must let you go.

Thinking that one day you might be others.

It actually killing me inside, yet I got no choice.

Now, 2 and half years has passed since that day.

I finally found someone, that I wish I can stand beside him in wedding dress and spend our time together until our hair turns grey.

He is the most important people to me now.

I'm learning to fight for our relationship more, and I'm learning for not giving up so easily.

Even our new relationship is still a fresh, i wish I can carefully keep this buds to bloom into a beautiful flower one day.

You are now remain in my memories, but i can never thank you enough.

For everything you teach me, for everything you had done for me.

I wish you can find someone that you care the most, and she will walk down with you for the rest of your life.

I wish you a great happiness.

And your smile are still as mesmerizing as before, a very sweet smile that made me fall into you in the past.

I wish there's someone can forever keep your smile in your face.

Thank you and Goodbye