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I'm tired, I'm fed up with myself.
How i really wish i can throw away this heart together with this feeling.

No matter how hard i try to throw away this thought, i can't.
I'm not as perfect as her, I can't do anything for you like she do for you.
I can't give you anything like she give for you.
I'm way far behind from her.
I'm afraid that you will choose her in the end of time.

There's a lot of thing i want to shout out.
Can you please stop meeting her, can you please stop text her, can you please stop talk to her, can you please only look at me.
Can you please keep text me even you are with her, why you don't reply my text when you are with her.
Why do you lie ? why you delete her text ?
Do i ever cross your mind every time you are with her.

But i can't speak that out, i can't even tell you.
I can just silently smiling and comfort myself that everything will turns out fine.
Every night, every morning i wake up. The nightmare of you being with her haunt me just when i open my eyes.
This thoughts killing myself until the point i don't want to awake. I wish to keep sleeping and forget everything.

You tell me to drop that thoughts, how i wish that i can.
Its easy for you to say because you don't feel it, you're not the one that getting hurt before.

I keep myself as busy as i can, but every time i pause i still think of you.
are you with her ? what are you doing now ? are you doing fine ? how are you feeling now ?
who are you talking to now ? what are you thinking now ?

I love you so much until the point i'm afraid of myself will break down one day.
If only i can turn to heartless person, with no feeling, throw away everything i have for you.
If only i can feel no pain, no tears, no heartbreak, no sadness.

Quotes

- Sometimes you have to hurt other people feelings just to let them know how it hurts when they hurt yours.

- My stomach drops when I think about you are with someone else.

- Be a guy that become her reason to smile every morning, not her reason to cry every night.

- Don't say you miss me when it's your fault i'm gone.

- If she give you a second chance, she really loves you. Be a man and show her why she should keep you.

- If you really love a person, you wouldn't even think about cheating on them.

- Real man stay faithful, because they don't have time to look for another woman because they'are too busy for looking a new ways to love their own.

- when someone say they love you, you can't really feel it. But when they say they don't love you, you feel every ounce of it.

- you know that girl ?
that always forgave you ?
that always loved you ?
that always took you back ?
pretty soon, she will give up and find someone better.

- While you are ignoring her, someone is begging for her attention.

- Have you ever wanted to ask a question, but you didn't because your heart wouldn't able to handle the answer.

- Some guys just don't realize how much one little thing can hurt a girl.

- I'm sorry i get jealous and sad. It's only because there's a bigger chance of me losing you than you losing me.

- It's sad when you realize you aren't as important to someone as you thought you were.

- One of the hardest decision you will ever face is choosing whether to walk away or try harder.

Quote taken from across the internet.

Your love is nothing but a lie

I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone
I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
It's nothing but a lie

You look so innocent
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when she touch you?
Could you be more obscene?

So don't try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
It's nothing but a lie
You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
I know you're nothing but a lie
You're nothing but a lie

Your love is just a lie

Quoted from : simple plan - your love is just a lie lyrics